Saturday, July 23, 2016

My Life is a Mess

Its been awhile....its was years ago since I last updated this blog. Almost everything changes since I last updated this blog..
The first changes is I manage to finished my music degree in UMS..after a lots of hard work and challenges, here I am as a degree holder in music studies...a lot of memories back there to be remember and I'm glad I accept the offer from UMS to study in the music degree program...well at this time...it was 4.46AM and I was at my friend's house...all of them are sleeping now...I too will go to sleep after finished updating this blog...about the title...hmm...well I kind of lost almost everything is my sweet and beautiful life...as now my life is a real mess and there's nothing but negativity and sadness in it...it all started when I was in my Industrial training at SIA when I got very sick and diagnosed with an illness that I'm not really sure in English what to call it but in malay it was paru-paru berair...lungs infection...I spend 2 weeks in ward then get released to attend my convocation...but still at that moment everything is still wonderful for me...on December of 2015, I recovered the lung infection....but then, its all started...I was diagnosed again with an illness that is TIBI....all my job opportunity flew right through my face and I missed it due to this illness...then suddenly things becomes worst as I lost the person I love the most...which left in deep loneliness while I fighting to gain back my health...it all happen so quickly that I never can coup up from the negativity and sadness...why all this happen to me? Even I myself don't know why...well...My life is a mess now...I just hope things will be fine soon....maybe....I lost my passion to playing music and I don't know what to do now...I hope I'll figure out the answer soon...I lost many things in these period of my illness time...but I'm too lazy to write all of them...It is almost a year now since I've been ill and now I got back my health in full state but I don't know what to do with it...what should I do with it? I lost my passion to things that I used to love....so yeah...I hope I'll be fine soon and be out of this mess soon...Amen...
For you my love...even we're not together like how we used to be, I hope you will always be happy and healthy...I hope the best for you...I miss you...I love you...
Sleep tight people...see ya....

Friday, September 27, 2013

Its getting tougher and tougher...

Hello reader, I am writing this post today because I am at MegaLab UMS right now. I'm thinking on what to write about...hmmm....okay lets start with a result of my last post. I did perform a repeat performance on that day and it went well with positive comment so I think I've done a good job but lets not get comfortable with this because I still got a long way to go on this music course. Enough of that, after a long 1 month and a half holidays I was back at this place...Well this semester was a very busy semester as our program has many event to run...started with a guitar competition tonight, choir workshop then my batch project that is PERTANDINGAN KOMPOSER MUDA. Talk about that, running an event is very hard and got many work to do...what the problem about this program is when our own head of the program act like a boss telling us all what to do then they just sit there and scold at us when we are not doing job. Bos if you are reading this right now please "sedar diri lar k...." kekekeke....okay2 enough of mengumpat...I for the first time enter this competition with me and Jerome song entitled "Temanlah Anugerah"...moreover Jerome also sent his song "Cintaku Untukmu"...hope we will get a place on this competition so that we have extra money this month..hehe...do come support us at DEWAN RECITAL UMS on 26hb Oct 2013...

Next story, I am taking foreign language this semester and I'm taking Japanese...I though it will be fine but now I am not so sure because our lecturer's teaching method is very GOOD....I mean the opposite of good...she just write japanese words on whiteboard and tell us to read it as we know what it is...gila kah..kalo tulisan ABC xpa, ini butul2 jipun habis...then she teach like she is teaching herself alone...oh God give me strength and wisdom to get through this language..amen.

Moreover, I am a senior now because I have my 1st year Junior right now...wow...time flies doesn't it...I never realize that I've been in UMS for 1 year now...about the junior, some of them is very nice and friendly, some of them mengurat my gf...sudah sa warning spaya jan kacau...kekekeke....some of them act like cool and some of them KUAT BIRAK...kuat birak means banyak ckap besar and trip campin...but In my opinion, they all are okay....

Lastly, this is the third week of the opening semester, and I was scolded on 1st and 3rd week in Electric Bass class...2nd week I survive because I dopne well....fuuh...I was scolded because of my own mistake jugak lar...Sight read xbagus gi kan...but nevermind, I have promise myself that I will always practice...so that I will not be scolded in class...hehe...thanks to my sayang cause you give me advice that lift up my spirit...I know we had a hard week recently but still we holding on to each other...thanks syg...=D
Lets do our best together...^^

Well, I think thats all for now...hmmm....I can't promise but when I got time I will update this blog again..thanks for reading~ Hastala Vista~ Adios~

Saturday, May 4, 2013

Crash and burn in life is normal...

Hey all of my blog reader....I don't know if there's any reader because I hardly update my blog..>.<"...well for you that are reading now I will tell you about crash and burn in my life as music student in UMS. But, before that about my last post that I will have an expose performance with a song ' I will survive '. I did it very well and the lecturer that commenting me is happy and give me encouragement..so yay! I survive...but in this new semester I am exposing with a song Sir Duke by Stevie Wonder and as the title wrote...I crash and burn...=.="
the comment goes like this...
"Persembahan kamu semua teruk...tapi di sini sy hanya akan komen viallie...viallie, teruk ar...mcm kosong jak...mcm karaoke...xda melody knapa ko xmain melody...sepa patut main melody?? kalo bgini lar kamu perform ntuk show...20 sen pun sy xbayar tau tak...ntuk kamu smua be serious!! kamu repeat balik lagu ni!!" what more crashing my heart about this is I was comment infront of outside people from music diploma. how embarassing is that? 
Well it crashing me down..haha...anyway I know the comment is to make me work harder and be serious...so my dear reader, if this happen to you be sad and down but don't be like that forever. Rise up with new spirit and improve ourselves more so that we can become better and will not get crash and burn again. Now I will show to all that witness I crash and burn on that day that I have become better. I will perform the song again next week in Repeat Recital week on this Wednesday...if you are in UMS do come to SPS to watch us k...I will Rule the stage this time...no more crash and burn...but there will be victory and proudness. I will practice hard to make sure of that.What happen when I crash and burn that day? Well I got someone to cheer me up though...so the crash and burn dissapear little by little...haha...Thanks to her...well for you my dear reader. If you ever crash and burn, be calm, be patient, get encouragement from your friend or your family. Don't stay down too long because the world is cruel and will keep punishing you if you do so.
Until next time...see ya~ -Vialle-

Monday, November 26, 2012

Experience, Life, Friends...all NEW...

OMG! I let my own blog down as I have promise that this blog will not wait another year to be UPDATE. IM so sorry my dear blog but here's a new update from me;
I have manage to enter UMS!! woohoo...thanks God my aim has been achieve..I got accepted by Sekolah Pengajian Seni to study Music Art in UMS...well at first I thought that this course is going to be easy as I hav epassion for music. But, it turn out to be very hard because I dun have enough basic in theory and reading note...wew....there's time that I almost give up because it is so hard...10x harder than I expected but all of my course mate always gives my support and it makes me keep on pushing myself to finished my study...and yeah I will graduate at this course no matter what. I have some new friend Ilham, Alen, Bono, Bong, Azam, Jeff, Rangga, Jed, and Nick on the male gender and there's 16 girls in my class Im too lazy to mention them all..haha...I will mention some of them that is Davelyne, Putri, Mel, Hazel, Beath, Maple, Yvonne, Kim, Mary, Sukma, Otae, Onong, Siew Ying, Daphne, Bydia last and not least CHERISTABELLA JAMES. wew....I said that I'm only going to mention some of them but ended up mentioning all of them...what? whats with all the capital letter in the last name? Well, that means that she is special...hehe..shhh...I will write about it some other time k...keep on waiting for my update...hehehe....well...I have been in UMS for 2 month and everything seems to be fine but when there's challenge, I will face it in order for me to become a good musician and graduate from here....ohya I forgot to talk about my roomate...I live in KG.CD at G block...my roomate is Ib, Acul and Iqbal. Thanks God that they all was very nice..halleluya...hahaha...okay thats it for now...I will update this blog again in the future...p/s: I have an exposed perfomance on this 28hb September, hopefully I will perform well on that day. The song is "I Will Survive" because I want to survive this  1st exposed..hehe...see you all later...Until we meet again~

Sunday, October 2, 2011

wow! Time does fly very fast...

Fuh~ Almost 1 year I didn't update this blog..thanks the system for not throw away my blog..=D
Well, about my life...My life have been wonderful so far as there is someone special in my life....I will not tell her name for now but in time I will...hihi....I almost reach up to the top as STPM is almost here...time to quit joking around and study smart so that I will not fail as my aim is to reach the University....I want to reach UMS or maybe UITM to take for teaching course because I want to become a great teacher...well hops my dream will come true but I will work it out and I'm sure I will....
School life have been interesting as me and my friends is preparing for the Rancangan Integrasi Murid Untuk Perpaduan (RIMUP) program at this November...We will make History at SM Ken Hwa as we willmake the program like a concert as Me and my band will play at the Program...well hope there will be no problem and the plan will goes as it planned...
I think thats all I'm gonna write for now....I'm sure I will post new story again in the future and I will not let this blog wait for almost 1 year again...hihi...See ya All!! God Bless~

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Holiday~ Holiday~ Holiday~

Wew~ Finally holiday is just around the corner. Next week is the final week of school then we're off for a break until next year. This is a conclusion I can make for my life as form 6 student. Read carefully and don't try this at school. ^^

At first I was very nervous about new people and friends I will meet but Its seems to me that all of my classmates were great. Thanks to all my friend at school, you all were great. I surely gonna miss you all this holiday. "Clarice(Love you~ ^^)", Roshelva, Yong, Veronica, William, Chessey, Dane, Wawa(with Azmih), Wani, Manda, Vu, Joeanne, Shirley, Angel, Pang, Mary, Shivon, Burt, Jerome, Evinna, Vivian, Janet, Vanessa, Feny, Wong, Ivy, Chu, Aeson, Loi, Oll, Hasif, Bonny~ you all are the best...glad to have you all as a classmate....Thanks for everything....^^

Secondly, My oppinion towards form6's subject is...."simple"....I feel great cause the subjects in form 6 is not as hard as I think...well...I was struggling in form 5 cause I was in Science class but now I feel a little bit lighter....I have time to relax...=DLastly, I want to wish all of my friends a very happy Holiday...hope you all stay safe, happy and healthy this holiday....do not do anything stupid....stay safe...."ingat lar org yg tsyg~"

I think thats all I will write for now...I hope I have more time to update my blog this holiday...bye2 to all reader...HAPPY HOLIDAY~ Lalalalala~

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Maktab fail...Form 6....Looks like I'm going to deal with it....^^

Haloo to all ladies and gentleman, boys and girls.....Time to write a new post about my life...its been awhile since i update my blog....just hard to fin time to manage it but now is my changes...^^
Well as you all know I got accepted to go to interview for maktab but sadly I fail to get a place in it...So now i think I must continue my journey in form 6...and I will never give up and I will put more effort on my study this time...so looks like form 6 gonna be the place....
But nevermind because its fun at form 6.....and without me in the class the class will be silent...but now that I made up my mind to stay then the class will never be quiet....and fun~ fun~ fun~ for addition my friend Jerome also will stay at form 6...so It will be a nice class cause now I have friend that will light up the humor in the class....hahaha....sadly didnt made it to maktab but all we have to do is move along...and i think thats all for now...see ya later.....bye~......=D