Saturday, July 23, 2016
The first changes is I manage to finished my music degree in UMS..after a lots of hard work and challenges, here I am as a degree holder in music studies...a lot of memories back there to be remember and I'm glad I accept the offer from UMS to study in the music degree program...well at this time...it was 4.46AM and I was at my friend's house...all of them are sleeping now...I too will go to sleep after finished updating this blog...about the title...hmm...well I kind of lost almost everything is my sweet and beautiful life...as now my life is a real mess and there's nothing but negativity and sadness in it...it all started when I was in my Industrial training at SIA when I got very sick and diagnosed with an illness that I'm not really sure in English what to call it but in malay it was paru-paru berair...lungs infection...I spend 2 weeks in ward then get released to attend my convocation...but still at that moment everything is still wonderful for me...on December of 2015, I recovered the lung infection....but then, its all started...I was diagnosed again with an illness that is TIBI....all my job opportunity flew right through my face and I missed it due to this illness...then suddenly things becomes worst as I lost the person I love the most...which left in deep loneliness while I fighting to gain back my health...it all happen so quickly that I never can coup up from the negativity and sadness...why all this happen to me? Even I myself don't know why...well...My life is a mess now...I just hope things will be fine soon....maybe....I lost my passion to playing music and I don't know what to do now...I hope I'll figure out the answer soon...I lost many things in these period of my illness time...but I'm too lazy to write all of them...It is almost a year now since I've been ill and now I got back my health in full state but I don't know what to do with it...what should I do with it? I lost my passion to things that I used to love....so yeah...I hope I'll be fine soon and be out of this mess soon...Amen...
For you my love...even we're not together like how we used to be, I hope you will always be happy and healthy...I hope the best for you...I miss you...I love you...
Sleep tight people...see ya....
Friday, September 27, 2013
Next story, I am taking foreign language this semester and I'm taking Japanese...I though it will be fine but now I am not so sure because our lecturer's teaching method is very GOOD....I mean the opposite of good...she just write japanese words on whiteboard and tell us to read it as we know what it is...gila kah..kalo tulisan ABC xpa, ini butul2 jipun habis...then she teach like she is teaching herself alone...oh God give me strength and wisdom to get through this language..amen.
Moreover, I am a senior now because I have my 1st year Junior right now...wow...time flies doesn't it...I never realize that I've been in UMS for 1 year now...about the junior, some of them is very nice and friendly, some of them mengurat my gf...sudah sa warning spaya jan kacau...kekekeke....some of them act like cool and some of them KUAT BIRAK...kuat birak means banyak ckap besar and trip campin...but In my opinion, they all are okay....
Lastly, this is the third week of the opening semester, and I was scolded on 1st and 3rd week in Electric Bass class...2nd week I survive because I dopne well....fuuh...I was scolded because of my own mistake jugak lar...Sight read xbagus gi kan...but nevermind, I have promise myself that I will always practice...so that I will not be scolded in class...hehe...thanks to my sayang cause you give me advice that lift up my spirit...I know we had a hard week recently but still we holding on to each other...thanks syg...=D
Lets do our best together...^^
Well, I think thats all for now...hmmm....I can't promise but when I got time I will update this blog again..thanks for reading~ Hastala Vista~ Adios~
Saturday, May 4, 2013
Monday, November 26, 2012
I have manage to enter UMS!! woohoo...thanks God my aim has been achieve..I got accepted by Sekolah Pengajian Seni to study Music Art in UMS...well at first I thought that this course is going to be easy as I hav epassion for music. But, it turn out to be very hard because I dun have enough basic in theory and reading note...wew....there's time that I almost give up because it is so hard...10x harder than I expected but all of my course mate always gives my support and it makes me keep on pushing myself to finished my study...and yeah I will graduate at this course no matter what. I have some new friend Ilham, Alen, Bono, Bong, Azam, Jeff, Rangga, Jed, and Nick on the male gender and there's 16 girls in my class Im too lazy to mention them all..haha...I will mention some of them that is Davelyne, Putri, Mel, Hazel, Beath, Maple, Yvonne, Kim, Mary, Sukma, Otae, Onong, Siew Ying, Daphne, Bydia last and not least CHERISTABELLA JAMES. wew....I said that I'm only going to mention some of them but ended up mentioning all of them...what? whats with all the capital letter in the last name? Well, that means that she is special...hehe..shhh...I will write about it some other time k...keep on waiting for my update...hehehe....well...I have been in UMS for 2 month and everything seems to be fine but when there's challenge, I will face it in order for me to become a good musician and graduate from here....ohya I forgot to talk about my roomate...I live in KG.CD at G block...my roomate is Ib, Acul and Iqbal. Thanks God that they all was very nice..halleluya...hahaha...okay thats it for now...I will update this blog again in the future...p/s: I have an exposed perfomance on this 28hb September, hopefully I will perform well on that day. The song is "I Will Survive" because I want to survive this 1st exposed..hehe...see you all later...Until we meet again~
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Wew~ Finally holiday is just around the corner. Next week is the final week of school then we're off for a break until next year. This is a conclusion I can make for my life as form 6 student. Read carefully and don't try this at school. ^^
At first I was very nervous about new people and friends I will meet but Its seems to me that all of my classmates were great. Thanks to all my friend at school, you all were great. I surely gonna miss you all this holiday. "Clarice(Love you~ ^^)", Roshelva, Yong, Veronica, William, Chessey, Dane, Wawa(with Azmih), Wani, Manda, Vu, Joeanne, Shirley, Angel, Pang, Mary, Shivon, Burt, Jerome, Evinna, Vivian, Janet, Vanessa, Feny, Wong, Ivy, Chu, Aeson, Loi, Oll, Hasif, Bonny~ you all are the best...glad to have you all as a classmate....Thanks for everything....^^
Secondly, My oppinion towards form6's subject is...."simple"....I feel great cause the subjects in form 6 is not as hard as I think...well...I was struggling in form 5 cause I was in Science class but now I feel a little bit lighter....I have time to relax...=DLastly, I want to wish all of my friends a very happy Holiday...hope you all stay safe, happy and healthy this holiday....do not do anything stupid....stay safe...."ingat lar org yg tsyg~"
I think thats all I will write for now...I hope I have more time to update my blog this holiday...bye2 to all reader...HAPPY HOLIDAY~ Lalalalala~
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Well as you all know I got accepted to go to interview for maktab but sadly I fail to get a place in it...So now i think I must continue my journey in form 6...and I will never give up and I will put more effort on my study this time...so looks like form 6 gonna be the place....
But nevermind because its fun at form 6.....and without me in the class the class will be silent...but now that I made up my mind to stay then the class will never be quiet....and fun~ fun~ fun~ for addition my friend Jerome also will stay at form 6...so It will be a nice class cause now I have friend that will light up the humor in the class....hahaha....sadly didnt made it to maktab but all we have to do is move along...and i think thats all for now...see ya later.....bye~......=D